I see her everyday and its driving me crazy.. Her lush body and genius ideas. She’s become totally indifferent to me.. It’s like i never even existed again. I resumed my acts of frustrating her, but she’s just cold. Nothing i do ever affects her.. She became a shadow of whom I knew.. Just giving all her efforts and time to the work. I curse the work that’s making me being this near to her without being able to touch her. I didn’t know what to do again. Anytime i try to bring up our matter, she’d just shut down.. I began to get scared.
What have I done? I’ve created a work zombie. I realized how much my actions cost her and infact, she doesn’t deserve what I did… I think I love her..
I know what to do though.. I’m going to make amends.. In the meantime, the competition is getting fiercer.