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[Story] Baby And Me — Episode 9

Episode Nine
♡♡♡Blair Taylor♡♡♡
What do you do when the person you care about is hurting and in pain but they wont let you in so you have now way of even trying to help them through their pain? Yoona stayed in her room for the rest of the day, soft mellow painful music came from her room and I knew that no matter how much she tried to keep a brave face to the world and how tough she acted and how strong she was, she was hurting, hurting that her father failed her in every aspect as a parent, hurting that he let that bastard touch her and he didnt do anything about it. She obviously had a difficult life and now knowing the things that I knew about Yoona, it was much easier to understand why she was the way she was.
Now that I knew this about her, she was going to be even more cold and distant than ever, I knew that and I was prepared for that too
I made supper but she refused to come down to eat so I just ate with Riri then watched some tv. I kept looking up the stairs, hoping she would come down but she didnt, Reign looked at me
Me “she’s just going through a difficult time sweetheart, she will be okay” I sighed, my phone rang and it was still that American number
Me “Chace…its late”
Jay “oh my God! Its really you! Jude!!” I jumped up
Me “Jason?! Why are you calling me? Whats going on?”
Jay “Dude! We all thought you were dead! I cant believe it! I thought Chase was fucking with me but its really you!”
Me “Chase told you about me?”
Chase “yeah man, I just saved you the story of telling him you’re still alive and why you faked your death”
Jay “I was wondering how you could afford an entire holiday to Italy but now I understand”
Me “he told you everything”
Jay “yes and its okay man, I know you were just trying to survive, for your daughter. Im just happy you’re alive and okay” though I was surprised and a little upset with Chase, he did lift a huge load off of me, at least Jason knew the truth “so when are you coming back?”
Me “back?” I looked up the stairs
Jay “yeah, Chase says he handled the situation here and you’re safe to come home”
Me “oh yes…uh…well I have some things here I need to take care of, I dont know when or if….”
Jay “if? So you’re saying you may never come back?”
Me “Jay it was really great hearing from you bro, I have to go” I hung up before he could say one more word
Every time I thought about going back to the States my chest would tighten, before Yoona and before knowing what I knew about her, I would have jumped onto the next plane to New York but now I just didnt want to leave, my heart was in Korea and unless I could take it with me, I was prepared to stay put and not go anywhere
♡♡♡Seo Yoona♡♡♡
For the first time in what….four years? I cried, I cried for the for the longest and loudest time, just letting everything out. I hadnt cried like that since I left home, when I felt alone and scared, missing my father and hoping he would look for me and find me then send those people away, then I cried because he didnt look for me and I was indeed alone, that I had to make a life for myself and be Seo Yoona who was wasnt the only child of Chairman Seo II Joong, I had to accept my father’s choice and it hurt, damn it hurt!
I didnt want Blair Taylor to hear me cry so I turned on the music, I didnt want him to see me all weak and vulnerable because then he would turn into the type of guy that I hate, the kind of man who thinks they can save me and even though I knew he was already like that, somehow I didnt mind because he didnt know exactly what he would be saving me from but now that he knew why I ran away from home, he was going to be even worse especially if I showed him how badly it affected me and how hard it was to keep up the hard core exterior. Yes I was less humane than I used to be, back when my mom was alive, I was the happiest and most bubbly girl in the world but slowly, those people stripped me of everything that I used to be and left me a shadow of myself…..
It was only after 11 that I left my room, I went downstairs to the kitchen because I was hungry. My food was still on the table and because I didnt want to wake up Brec or Blair, I decided not to warm up the food and just ate. I was still feeling numb, I had a lump in my throat and I was still so raw from the pain. Tears kept falling down my cheeks, I was lost in that terrible world I lived in my own father’s house
Blair “Yoona…are you okay?” I looked up at him
Me “I was fourteen…..” I could see it as clear as daylight in my mind’s eye, even after all these years, it was still fresh in my memory “I was only half asleep but I heard the door slowly open…he told me to keep quiet and not to scream. I was scared, my heart pounding in my chest, my 18 year old new brother in my room, he was on top of me, I tried to scream but he covered my mouth…pulled down my pyjamas then forced my legs apart, I felt a sharp pain piercing through my skin, I thought I was being torn apart. I cried and begged but it was like he couldnt hear me, I fought him until he was done. He slid off me and told me that I was a girl….what kind of twisted bastard was he?” I exhaled loudly “I told my father, he seemed shocked but he said nothing…so I told his wife but she accused me of lying and convinced my father I was trying to tear the family apart. He took their side and told me to stop spreading lies, every time he snuck into my bedroom, I’d tell father and he would shout at me and tell me to stop lying” I wiped the tears
“When I was 18 after what seemed like a life time of darkness, years of slowly being stripped of the child I used to be, the adult I wanted to be….I started being less awake, drawing farther away from my humanity and the world….I stabbed him, right in the neck. Blood gushed out everywhere, he cried out and fell on the floor, I looked at him struggling to breath, his eyes filled with fear and I cannot explain to you the satisfaction I felt, seeing him be the one who was afraid for once. He kept saying my name and I felt nothing, I felt no guilt or remorse towards him, I wanted him to die…thats what he had turned me into, a killer” the tears were now all dried up, the pain dissipating, I became less raw…I kept seeing Tae Ho lying on my bedroom floor, desperately trying to hold on to hus miserable life, I watched him and wished that he would die so he would never hurt me again. I looked up at Blair Taylor, he had tears in his eyes
Me “I’m done eating, I’ll see you in the morning” I stood up and walked up to my room, closing the door behind me. I was no longer an emotional wreck but the cold heartless person I had taught myself to be
♡♡♡Blair Taylor♡♡♡
I could barely sleep a wink after Yoona opened up to me about the rape. I saw a side to her I had never seen before, for once she was vulnerable and I could see how hurt she was. It broke my heart to see her cry and I was about to go over and hold her in my arms but when she spoke about stabbing her step brother and watching him slowly die, her expression changed back to the cold and hard exterior she usually wore. It was like the human I had seen in her the time she spoke about the rape suddenly or was slowly disappearing and leaving behind the almost empty shell she claimed to be. It was evident that she was still hoarding a lot of pain and resentment towards her father but could she go from an emotional wreck to someone who absolutely someone who possessed almost no human qualities?
I woke up the next day and called Mrs Park, asking her to come in since I was going to into the office and because I knew Yoona would go visit her friend, I didnt want to inconvenience her by leaving Reign in her care.
I was eating a bowl of cereal after feeding Reign when she came down the stairs, Reign bounced up and down with joy, Yoona smiled and was excited to see her too. It almost made me jealous that Reign could make her smile like that and I could never even get a genuine smirk out of her
Yoona “morning” she was back to her old self
Me “hey, you look nice” she was already dressed up
Yoona “thank you, you too…going somewhere?”
Me “mm, to work”
Yoona “oh! Im going to the hospital, what about Brec?”
Me “uh dont worry, I already have made plans for her, Mrs Park is coming in”
Yoona “oh cool” I looked at her playing with Reign and it astonished me, how did she do it? How did she carry on with her life as if nothing horrible ever happened to her
Yoona “your daddy is staring” she was talking to Reign, I smiled awkwardly
Me “I didnt make breakfast”
Yoona “Kinchana, I can grab something at the hospital” (Kinchana means its okay)
Me “want me to take you?”
Yoona “work?”
Me “the hospital is on the way” she smiled
Yoona “cool ” then she carried on playing with Reign. I finished my cereal and left the kitchen for my room. I gathered my things then I heard voices in the lounge, I assumed that Mrs Park had arrived
I went back out and I was right, Reign was already in her arms
Me “morning Mrs Park”
Park “morning Mr Taylor”
Me “uh…Yoona?”
Yoona “here!” She shouted from the top of the stairs, I just came to get my bag, we can go” she came running down the stairs
Me “bye baby” I kissed my daughter and gave Mrs Park a bow
Yoona “bye princess” she also kissed Reignie then we left
We drove to the hospital in silence mostly because Yoona was listening to music, Korean music is quite good guye let me tell you
Me “so….” she looked at me
Yoona “mm?”
Me “think you can handle it?”
Yoona “handle what?”
Me “what if your dad will be at the hospital again”
Yoona “I can handle my father” well she was right about that, she surely put up an act in front of her dad, it was the after effects of seeing her dad that worried me
Me “yes but, after you see him…you’re always in bad shape”
Yoona “lets not do this Blair Taylor” I sighed in exasperation, why wouldnt this girl just let me
Me “Yoona come on! We’re friends right?”
Yoona “yes”
Me “knowing what I know….I cant not say anything”
Yoona “pull over”
Me “what?”
Yoona “pull over!”
Me “uh okay….” I pulled the car into the side of the rode, she turned to look at me
Yoona “look, I want to be straight with you okay…I think you’re a really nice guy and yes we’re friends and boy am I grateful that you’re my friend but lets get one thing straight Blair Taylor, I am not your ordinary kind of friend. I am that kind of friend who likes to keep things casual, the kind of friend you can go to a soccer match with, drink with, go out with, have fun with and have a great time with…I am not the kind of friend who opens up about their past or their feelings and emotions because I am the type of person who likes to keep her shit together at all times. I dont do the touchy feely stuff, I dont talk, I dont share or express what I’m feeling or how I’m feeling” she took a deep breath “yesterday you found out things about me and you saw a different side to me and most people who know what you know and have seen what you saw, always have this mentality that they can crack the complicated puzzle that is Seo Yoona, they think that they can help me become in touch with my feelings and they think they can save me…I absolutely hate people like that because I am fine just the way I am, I dont need help and I dont want to be saved. Yes I am fucked up because of my family but I can handle my fucked upness so please…let us not do this, okay?” I nodded, there were no words for me to speak, Seo Yoona clearly had her life figured out and I was fighting a losing battle. In that moment I decided to just let the girl be and in due time she would explode because she was clearly a ticking time bomb so I just had to make sure that I was there to help pick up the pieces. If I couldnt help her deal with her pain then I would at least be a good friend to her and hopefully, she would feel about me, the way I felt about her. My beautiful cartoon eyes Korean chaebol
♡♡♡Seo Yoona♡♡♡
Blair Taylor dropped me off at the hospital and said goodbye with a smile, I had been worried that I was too harsh but it had to be said. I had to set the record straight to him so he wouldnt become the type of guy I totally hated, I liked living with Blair Taylor and little Brec, in such a short space of time, I found myself caring about them plus I enjoyed knowing that, after a rough day or a day when I just didnt feel like getting out of bed, Blair Taylor would be around and that would just brighten up my day, I still couldnt explain what that feeling was though
I went to see Yoo Ran and she was making progress everyday, the machines were gone, no more huge bandages around her head even the bruises on her face were disappearing and there was hope she would wake up any day now.
I stayed with her for the rest of the hour then kissed her on the forehead
Me “you better be awake next time I come here” I scolded her then I left. In the passage, I unfortunately bumped into that rapist and pathetic excuse of a human being. I had wondered how much time I had before I saw him at the hospital too, going in there to show his fake concern to Dr Kang, what an asshole!
Tae Ho “well well well! Isnt this a sweet sight for sore eyes, my long lost sister! How long as it been Yoona? 5 years?” I didnt respond nor did I even look at him, I just kept walking. He grabbed my arms “I’m talking to you, didnt you hear me?!” I turned and punched him in the face, he fell to the floor and bled instantly
Me “touch me again and I will kill you for real this time then dance in your blood!” I stepped on his food as I walked off, he cried out and with reason because I was wearing a heeled boot
Father “Seo Yoona?!” I looked up
Me “you stay the hell away from me” I passed by him too
Father “his name is Jude Howard!” He shouted at me, I stopped “or was…Jude Howard” I started walking again because the name Jude Howard meant nothing to me “that man you live with…his real name is Jude Howard, at least thats what it was before he faked his own death and came here” I stopped but didnt turn to look at him “you dont anything about him do you Yoona? You’re living with a complete stranger who’s name you dont even know…..he is a con-artist who robs people of their money…thats how he used to make a living and why he had to fake his death and run to Korea” I slowly turned to face him
Me “then…how do you know all this father?”
Father “you think I’d let my child continue to live with a man that I dont know? I did an intensive background check on him. Your boy is good and covering his tracks but I had to go to all the trouble of bringing in someone from Japan and he uncovered everything”
Me “so what?”
Father “so what? What do you mean so what? You are shacking up with some American boy you dont even know! Did you hear me say he’s a con artist?!” I walked over to him
Me “it doesnt matter what he is or who he is….nothing could ever be worse that the father who let a pathetic low life get away with raping his daughter repeatedly. Its a little too late to pretend to be the caring father now Chairman Seo, you’re my innocence being taken from me a little too late” I turned and left without another word
So Blair Taylor is actually Jude Howard? I was surprised and not sure whether my father was telling the truth but somehow, I wasnt disappointed by the possibility that he was living a lie here in Korea. Honestly….what is this feeling

Updated: October 14, 2017 — 9:41 PM


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