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[Story] Baby And Me — Episode 15

Episode Fifteen
♡♡♡Jude Howard♡♡♡
Me “my father?”
Jay “yeah man! Isnt this great?! You have been looking for your parents for years and now he found you!” I had no interest in my parents at all, finding my parents stopped being a priority a long time ago and it definitely was not a priority in that moment
Me “he hasnt found me, Jude Howard is dead”
Jay “what? Dude are you being fucking serious right now?! What do you mean Jude Howard is dead!”
Me “if Brooks Gheller came looking for me then Maria Santos would have told him that I died”
Jay “yes but….”
Me “then its done” I started walking up the stairs again but he grabbed my arm
Jay “are you serious right now Jude! Your father is a rich multi millionare and you’re acting like this! You can go back, you can go tell him you’re alive…you can go back home and live your life and be the person you always wanted to be! Your father is freakin Brooks Gheller!! Are you really going to give up your dreams for this?! The things you always wanted, are they going to go to shit for this!!!” I turned to face him, anger rising up deep in my gut
Me “dont act like you know me okay? The Jude Howard you knew back then is not the one standing in front of you right now! What do you think this is Jason? Some kind of joke? You think my life here is some kid’s play? Well newsflash man, this is it! This is who I am now, this is the life I had built for myself here and I have realised that its not a temporary life that I’m just living because one Day I’ll go back to the States to resume my old life, this right here, is permanent…its what I have right now and its all I want! So dont come here and act like you know me or what I want or what my dreams are….”
Jay “15 years man, we have known each other for 15 years, so you’re saying my best friend…the guy I have known half my life is no longer there?”
Me “things have changed Jason, I changed, I grew up and shit happened that changed me! Those things that I wanted back then just dont fit into the things I want now and the things I have now. I have changed and it really sucks that my own best friend, the guy I have known for 15 years wont accept that. The fact that you want me to go back and live a life that I dont even want anymore is just bullshit basically. What did you think I was doing here Jason? That I was just sitting, twiddling my thumbs and waiting for an opportunity to avail itself so I can pack my stuff and my daughter then run back to the States? No man…I lived and I love it here, everything I want is here”
Jay “so what you’re saying is that you’re never going back? That your life there is over?”
Me “my life in the States was over the day I died and was reborn as Blair Taylor here in Korea man”
Jay “I understand, then if thats how it is…then that means we Americans dont fit into your life either” I wasnt in the mood to beg or make him understand, I was exhausted and I just needed my life back, the life Yoona and I had started, I wanted it back so I had no energy to waste on trying to make Jason see how things were so he could get his head out of his ass
Me “if thats how you want to see it then fine” I turned and walked up the stairs to Leila’s room, it was time she really got the fuck out of my house, no one was going to talk me out of it this time
I flung the door open and she was lying in bed listening to music, she opened her eyes as soon as I opened the door then sat up, she took out the headsets and smiled
Leila “Jude ”
Me “start packing Leila, I want you gone” she sighed
Leila “not this again Jude, come on now” she stood up
Me “I’m serious Leila, leave my house right now”
Leila “you know you’re not really going to kick me out. The fact that I’m still here means you still care about me, if you really hated me then you wouldnt have even let me stay one night here and you definitely wouldnt have listened to Jay after our special night ”
Me “you know what Leila, I’m done with leeches like you in my life who know nothing else but to take take take…well no more you hear me? You all think I’m the ultimate nice guy right? Well thats because I really really didnt want to show people the real unpleasant side of me but you keep forcing me, pushing me beyond my limits and now its time I pushed back, dont you think?” I grabbed her wrist and pulled her to me then grabbed her throat “is this what you want to see Leila? Is that why you keep taking advantage of the courtesy I try to show to you? Is this why you take me and my words for granted? Is this why you think you can keep fucking with my life? Is it because you want to see me turn into something I’m not? You want to see just how I can be when I’m pushed beyond my limits and Im at risk of losing the things I love?” Fear crept up in her eyes and she kept hitting my arm in desperate attempts for me to set her free, she was fighting for her life but I needed to teach her and everyone else a lesson, show them I was only nice because thats just how I was raised but I had a bad side too, the dark side that I kept hidden from everyone because once it came out, it scared me too
I let go of her and threw her to the floor, she coughed vigorously holding her throat
Me “get the fuck out of my house Leila, dont make me say it again!” I kicked her to the side as I walked out of her room, Jason was standing at the door, I looked at him and he took a step back
Jay “you really have changed man and I’m not sure I like this change in you, living here and being with that Korean girl has changed you for the worst!”
Me “you too…get out of my house today! I dont want to be around people who dont respect me and the choices I have made. If you think its for the worst Jason then leave and dont look back, because I would rather lose a friend than become something I no longer am just to please you. Go back to your life in the States and let me live mine in peace”
Jay “if thats how you want it to be man then fine by me”
Me “then you better start packing, Chase will show you to a hotel preferably close to the airport” I walked to Yoona’s room where I just locked the door and threw myself on the bed. The bed covers still smelled of her, I felt an ache in my heart. I had really let her down and I hurt her too, I never should have let that snake Leila into my home and I dont know what I was thinking either
♡♡♡Seo Yoona♡♡♡
I couldnt even function properly after seeing Madame Han that day, I was so angry I wanted to break things! So after work, I went to the gym just to blow off some steam. I went straight to the boxing area where I threw a few hard punches, damn that woman! Damn her entire family!! I was so fucking upset that I had the Seo blood running threw my veins! I hated my father with everything in me! Tears fell down my cheeks during my workout, I was angry, shouting, screaming and kicking, punching the punching bag so hard I felt pain in my shoulders. I missed my mother so much, if she were still alive then my father probably wouldnt have remarried and brought in that devil into our home who then made my bedroom his own! My father wouldnt have failed at his fatherly duties and I wouldnt be as fucked up as I was! I wouldnt have pushed Jude Howard away because I was scared he’d hurt me, I would have let him love me and loved him back but because I didnt know how to love a man, I ran at the first sign of trouble
I felt someone holding me down and I slowly fell to the floor, I think perhaps I was fainting because everything became blurry and I couldnt even see the face of the person holding me then everything became dark after I said Jude’s name….
I woke up later on in unfamiliar surroundings, the room I was in and everything else, the last thing I remember was me at the gym going hard at the punching bag then someone holding me down and thats it. As I was trying to figure out where I was, Choi Young Do walked through the door
Me *shocked* “sunbae?” He smiled
Sunbae “oh good! You’re awake, you had me worried”
Me “where am I?”
Sunbae “at my house”
Me “you’re h-house?”
Sunbae “yes, I brought you here after you fainted at the gym, you were really going hard at the punching bag, you almost hurt yourself” I looked down
Me “I had some issues I wanted to deal with” I fiddled with my hands
Sunbae “is it because of the visit from madame Han?” I looked up
Me “uh?”
Sunbae “its seems like you guys had a huge fight, everyone saw that slap you gave her”
Me “I know, everyone kept staring at me like some Alien”
Sunbae “whats wrong Yoona?”
Me “Its nothing sunbae, I’m okay”
Sunbae “it didnt seem like nothing back there”
Me “it really is, well its nothing I cant handle” he put his hand on my shoulder and looked right into my eyes
Sunbae “you know you can talk to me about anything right?” I nodded quickly, feeling a tad uncomfortable. My stomach roared loudly as though I couldnt have been more embarrassed, he chuckled “lets go eat, I made some fried mandoo” (mandoo- fried dumplings). I got out of bed and asked to be excused to the bathroom, he showed it to me. I went in and did my business then splashed some cold water on my face
I went to find sunbae in the kitchen, the food was already on the table and the smell was just divine, my stomach started grumbling all over again. I sat down and he handed me chopsticks
Sunbae “dig in” I smiled as I rubbed the sticks together and started eating
Me “mmmhhh this is so delicious!”
Sunbae “really? I made it myself”
Me “you’re a great cook then, or are you just good at making fried dumplings?” He laughed
Sunbae “guess you’ll have to wait and see for yourself, maybe I’ll cook an entire Korean meal for you one day” I choked on the food and coughed, startled by his comment, why would Choi Young Do cook for me?
Sunbae “here…drink this” he pushed a glass of water my way and I gulped it down “oh chum…here’s your phone” he handed it to me “someone saved as Blair Taylor called”
Me “he did?”
Sunbae “mm, he seemed very worried about you so I told him where you are and he said he’d come get you”
Me “oh” I took the phone and shoved it in my pocket
Sunbae “is everything okay? Should I have not answered the call? I’m sorry, he just sounded so worried”
Me “its okay sunbae, its just that I would have preferred you not tell him where I am”
Sunbae “aahh I’m sorry, I shouldnt have answered in the first place”
Me “kinchana, you didnt know” he only nodded and I suddenly couldnt eat anymore, my stomach was in knots and I felt nauseas so much that I ran to the bathroom again and threw up the little food I had eaten
Sunbae “are you okay?” He asked as I walked out of the bathroom
Me “yes, I just felt a little nauseas but I’m okay now”
Sunbae “is he your boyfriend?” I nodded slowly “he sounds American”
Me “thats because he is”
Sunbae “oh yeah…uh so did you guys fight?”
Me “mm” I sat down again and drank the water
Sunbae “do you love him?” I nodded “aahh I see…” his tone was disappointed, as though he didnt want me to have a boyfriend
Me “is there a problem?”
Sunbae “no! None at all…well what should we do then? I gave him the address already”
Me “nothing I guess, let him come…I have to go home anyway”
Sunbae “ofcourse, you live together?”
Me “used to, I recently moved out”
Sunbae “thats a relief”
Me “what is?”
Sunbae “aahh nothing, just this and that” I nodded, I wasnt feeling good at all, I kept having hotflashes “Yoona, maybe you should lie down, you’re starting to look pale
Me “maybe I should” I stood up and lost my balance, almost falling but sunbae was there to catch me. He lifted me up in his arms and carried me to his room where he placed me carefully on the bed
Sunbae “rest here until your boyfriend comes okay?”
Me “yes” he pulled the blanket over me and I turned to sleep on my side, Sunbae hovered over me for a few seconds then left the room
♡♡♡Jude Howard♡♡♡
Jason and Leila finally left my house, Jay and I were obviously not on good terms but I didnt need his negativity in my life, I had much more important things in my life to focus on. The whole father thing, I didnt even register into my head, if Brooks Gheller really was my father then why did he wait so long to find me? I had no interest in him whatsoever!
After they left my house, along with Chase, I drove to Mrs Park’s house to fetch my daughter. She was so happy to see me, she crawled to me immediately and I scooped her up in my arms covered her in kisses
Me “oh my beautiful angel! I missed you so much baby!!” She giggled so much and hid her cute self in my hair “daddy missed you so much! We will never be apart for so long ever again!!!” Mrs Park gave me her bag that her stuff in it “thank you Mrs Park”
Park “its always a pleasure Mr Blair” I said my goodbyes to her and her family then we left.
In the car, Reign was going crazy with the baby talk and I couldnt help but laugh. I had been having such a crappy time lately but having her around put me in a good mood instantly
Me “so baby girl, shall we go see mommy? I’m sure she’d love to see you too” I took a detour to the hospital but when we arrived, I was told that Yoona had already left and because I had no idea where she lived, I called her a couple of time until finally she picked up
Some Guy *In Korean* “Hello?”
Me “who is this?”
This Guy “aahh this is Choi Young Do” I remembered the name from earlier on, Yoona told me he is her sunbae but what the fuck was he doing with her phone?!
Me “Yoona, where is she?”
Young Do “she is with me and she is safe”
Me “you’re not answering my question man! Where is my girlfriend?! Where the fuck are you with my GIRLFRIEND!!”
Young Do “calm down sir”
Me “dont tell me to calm down, tell me where you are right now or the next time I see you I’ll break both your kneecaps!”
Young Do “Myeong Deong”
Me “what? What is Yoona doing all the way there?!”
Young Do “its my house”
Me “what?”
Young Do “there was some kind of incident at the gym so I had to bring her here” the anger started to fade and be replaced with mind numbing worry, Yoona was hurt?
Me “what kind of incident? Just tell me where you are and I’m coming right now, she is not hurt is she?” He gave me his home address after assuring me that she wasnt hurt
I drove like a crazy man all the way to this guy’s house and it took me a whole 20 minutes to get there. I parked at the gate and went to ring the bell, carrying Reign with me. The gate opened and we walked in. He met us at the door
Me “hey man, I’m Blair…where is Yoona?”
Young Do “its nice to meet you” I was already inside
Me “so, where is she?”
Young Do “in the bedroom”
Me “and that is?”
Yoona “what are you doing here Blair Taylor?” We both turned, she was standing in the passage way, leaning against the wall, she looked pale
Me “Yoona” I almost ran to her, Reign was beyond herself with excitement
Yoona “my baby!!” She took Reign from me and covered her in kisses too “ooohh I missed you so much!!” She squeezed her tightly and for the first time since our fight, I saw her smiling
Me “she missed you too” she looked at me with a totally different expression and I knew I was still in the dog house
Yoona “sunbae?”
Young Do “yea?”
Yoona “you can give him my stuff, I’ll be going now, thank you”
Sunbae “yea” she walked out with baby Reign and the guy gave me her bag
Me “thank you” then I followed Yoona to the car
She played with Riri the whole car ride into Gangnam without paying any attention to me at all, that hurt me very much because I just wanted us to be okay again
Me “I miss you” I said looking at her through the rearview mirror
Yoona “what do you want from me Jude”
Me “I want you to come home”
Yoona “you know I cant”
Me “they’re gone, all of them…I told them to leave” Reign pulled her ear, wanting all her attention, she didnt respond and just tickled Reign, kissing and playing, none of them paying any attention to me. We arrived in Gangnam still not talking and I was driving straight to the house
Yoona “you can drop me off at that bus stop”
Me “what? You’re not coming home with us?”
Yoona “no” wow! How could she be so cold hearted?
Me “what about Reignie, she will miss you”
Yoona ” we have to learn to live apart from each other now, what better time to start than right now…”
Me “Yoona…I told you, they left…I kicked them out”
Yoona “stop the car Jude Howard, I am really tired and I live quite far from here”
Me “where do you live then? I’ll drive you there”
Yoona “you dont have to concern yourself with that”
Me “how can I not be concerned?! Everything about you concerns me! I love you!”
Yoona “stop” we were already the bus stop so I stopped the car, she took her bag and kissed Reign
Yoona “bye baby, I love you very much”
Me “what about me?” She just looked at me with cold eyes then got out of the car….jeez! She really was so dark hearted!
Reign cried after her but when we got home, she had already forgotten all about it and was laughing again. I fed her then we watched some tv, she fell asleep and I went to put her down. I spoke with Chase over the phone a little, saying that they got a flight for tomorrow and he would be leaving with them, I was cool with that. The further Jason and Leila were from me, the better chances I had at getting my life back and my woman back!
♡♡♡Seo Yoona♡♡♡
A whole month had passed since Jude Howard and I started dating, a whole month had passed since his friends came into our lives and wrecked everything, since he “almost” slept with Leila and kicked them out.
Though things were not quite back to normal between us, we were on speaking terms because I still wanted to be in little Reignie’s life, I still loved her like she was my own so we were basically co-parenting. I was still so scared of letting him in again, I know it sounds crazy…Seo Yoona afraid of something…the truth is, Jude Howard was the only man I ever loved and let love me but he hurt and disappointed me, I wasnt even angry about that anymore, he just gave me more reason to shut people out, raise up my walls even higher and never let anyone in
I was off work because I was feeling sick, you know the kind of cold that never goes away, I was throwing up like crazy, 48 hours of being in bed, my temperature fluctuating, being unable to eat properly and feeling nauseas half the time. So, on the 3rd day, Yoo Ran came back from work with takeaways from this great short grilled rib place we loved, the second she opened the food up, I felt something rise up in my stomach, I jumped up and ran to the bathroom to throw my guts out. I rinsed my mouth and went back to the lounge
Yoo Ran “still throwing up huh?”
Me “I was fine until you brought that home”
Yoo Ran “what the heck? You love them”
Me “I do but why are they making me feel like this”
Yoo Ran “I got you something” she reached into her bag and pulled out a pregnancy test. I laughed as she gave it to me
Me “what am I supposed to do with this?”
Yoo Ran “eat it! Ya, what are you supposed to do with a pregnancy test!”
Me “you think I’m pregnant”
Yoo Ran “mm, you said it yourself, you didnt use protection with Blair and its obvious the guy has killer sperm…since he already has a kid” I laughed
Me “ya Kang Yoo Ran, are you crazy? Have you been prescribing drugs for yourself? What about me, says I’m pregnant?”
Yoo Ran “mm lets see…you’ve been sick for 3 days, throwing up for 3 days, you barely eat, you’re tired and you have weird cravings…most importantly, the smell of your favorite food made you throw up” she was right, all the symptoms pointed to being pregnant or perhaps having some kind of stomach infection, but could I be pregnant with Jude Howard’s baby? Did I even want to be pregnant? I wasnt sure I even wanted to be with him
Yoo Ran “just take the test uh? See what happens, what have you got to lose?” I took the test from her and slowly walked to the bathroom, I sat on the toilet but no pee came out and thats when I realised I didnt want to pee
Yoo Ran “ya…why is it so quiet in there!”
Me “I dont have to pee yet” I got up and walked out of the bathroom
Yoo Ran “are you sure thats it? Or are you just scared”
Me “a bit of both, I’m eating”
Yoo Ran “I thought you cant eat these”
Me “now where did you get that crazy idea into your head?” She chuckled, I sat down and we ate the ribs, my heart was racing the whole time. The pregnancy thing scared the shit out of me!
Later on, Yoo Ran and I went to bed. I slept like a baby because of the meds I took but woke up around 5am. I was about to go to the bathroom but remembered the test, I grabbed it then made my way to the bathroom. I stared at it for a long time but eventually decided to pee on the damn stick! I placed it on the sink and waited a couple of seconds. After a while, I picked it up and the word “pregnant” stared back at me…….

Updated: October 15, 2017 — 7:28 PM


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